1/12/14 - Updates on my life.

So recently, like just on last Friday, I went to the hospital for my haemorrhoids. That's piles, if you're wondering. My asshole was hurting for like 3 days before and just that day I thought it was done because it stopped hurting. Nope, just kidding, says the haemorrhoids as I bled from my anus right into the toilet bowl while I was shitting. The most I have ever bled my whole life and it was from my anus. How fun. My mum woke me up at 0530 to go see the fucking doctor, not fun at all and he stuck his finger up my bum. Not a fun experience, -2/10 do not recommend. So I got to skip school which was a double edged sword but more so for bad than the good. Good part? I got to skip school and sleep in when I got back. Bad part? Missing lesson and not getting to see the moon of my life.

So that was my piles. Also watched Interstellar, fun stuff, fucking amazing. Who knew a wormhole was spherical eh? Not me. And Big Hero 6, that was fucking amazing too. In a few words, happy, sad sad, happy, sad, happy. I think it was in that order anyway. What an emotional rollercoaster.

Also recently completed Shadow Of Mordor which made me wanna have a complete LOTR meltdown the next long holiday and read all the LOTR books and watch the movies in chronological order. Then have a shock coma about how amazing that was for the next couple days. 

School assignments piling up, not enjoying that. Other than Digital Game Art, Animation and Game Project Management. That I can handle. I really can't stand AVComp though. Also can't understand a ton of the irony in the modules I take. Animation for example, the laws of Physics are important for making believable animations. But then shows animations of balls rolling off cliffs that are totally incorrect and seaweed that don't even move like they do in real life. Okay. Sure. Then AVComp. We're supposed to produce a video with sound and video(obviously) that portrays an idea revolving around a genre and a theme. If your idea is bad you can fail. BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE! The objective of this module is software knowledge. But I can fail because my ideas suck even though I know how to use software perfectly? Gee, that sounds like brilliant logic to me.

So that's it I guess. Nothing else real interesting. Be gone. Fly, you fools.

8/11/14 - Apprehension

Do I really want to talk about this here? Well I guess I did cause here I am talking about it.

The past few days were a hell of a ride. Was nice to catch up with all my old pals and new. Things happened that made me really apprehensive. Now whether apprehensive may or may not be the right word depending on if I gave a fuck. The infinitely possible situations I could be in confounds me and I hate it. But in order to give a full rundown of this I may have to go way back. Or I could just leave that pending and talk about some of my principles. It'll make sense. Probably.

So here comes my personal introspection on my principles. First I would like to say that I'm generally very respectful of my female companion. I mean girlfriend. I'm not gonna do anything to her that she didn't let me do and anything she says goes(within logical confines of law and ethics, of course). This was a principle that brought me ruin as it cost me my second ever relationship. I didn't try to fight for her to come back till much later, which was too late. Not that it matters now because I've stopped giving a fuck.

Now secondly, no dating girls still in secondary school or with boyfriends. I just don't think girls in Secondary school are all that mature. For the latter, it's just rude to hit on another guy's girl. And if she does cheat on the guy to be with me, she'll cheat on me with the next guy someday. Not worth it.

Third, no stealing girls from my friends. Would seem scummy if I started dating the girl I knew my friend liked, wouldn't it? I wouldn't want my friends to do it to me but then if the girl does like me, what can I even do about that? The girl isn't half bad either, in fact she's a fantastic friend and very attractive. I've said too much already.

So that's basically some of my principles regarding the opposite sex. That's all. 

5/11/14 - Lately

Lately. What's going on lately? I've made the full transition from League of Legends to Dota 2. Partly because the bro got me into it and also League just didn't cut it it for me anymore. I needed something to get my mind off her and learning a new game proved useful.

Also would like to point out that that stereotype of girls' and guys' reactions at varying durations after the breakup is total bull honky.

Anyway, been back from Thailand for 3 weeks already and school has also started for 3 weeks. Of all the new Modules, can confidently say the one I hate the most is Introduction to 3D Modelling. Fucking hate how Maya works.

Also, ever since the return from Thailand, nothing seems to pique my appetite. School food just doesn't cut it. But went and ate some Bak Kut Teh at Jalan Kayu with the bangs on Monday and it was fucking amazing. Then went and had some curry rice at Farrer Park on Tuesday. Signature tool of the kitchen? A pair of scissors. Damn cool.

And I'm not gonna hide anything, I was recently being shipped by just about everyone, with a gay friend I have. Sure he's really nice to me and closer to me than the rest of the class. Even gave me a real fancy jacket for a birthday present but come the fuck on guys, if you don't make the effort to make friends with someone, you're not gonna become closer with them. He was there for me in my darkest hours of this whole year(one of the three fireflies) and he's a bloody good friend. Just because he's gay and close friends with me, it doesn't mean jack shit. Regardless, I'm not into guys so you guys can fuck off with that shit.

I'd try to talk more but I think I'd just full on go into Dota talk. Would just like to mention that I shouldn't play in house games. I take them far too seriously and I'm not a gracious winner. Guess I should avoid them in future. And I like the initiator role.

Not looking forward to school and assignments at all but just gotta keep trucking on.